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Thursday, May 7, 2009

Updated Blog !!!!!

haiz....=.=
it's been a long time i didnt update my blog....
this few months, i've been through a lot of problems...
i dont knw hw to express my feeling.....so upset...
study problems,family problems,my future problems,
love problems....why all this problems keeps happened to me...???
i hate it...damn hate it....!!!!! not fair for me....
can someone give me some advice....i need someone to calm me.....
i need strenght to move on....
it really2 makes me depressed wit my situation now...
what i need to do???
what am i waitin for??
what decision i should
there are so many roads in front of me....
which road i have to choose??
if i already decided which road i walk,
am i will regret of my final decision...????????
what should i do????
im so confused.....!!!!!!!!!
who can help me..??????
im lost.........lost in me........




Sunday, March 22, 2009

Life

There had kinds of life and tastes
of life...
Happy life...Sweet life...Bright life...
Sad life...Bitter life...Dark life...
Weird life...Sour life...Hard life...
Blissful life...Salty life...Simple life....
which kinds or tastes is your life???
i also ask he same question to myself...
i'm wondering which kinds or tastes is my life...
but i know that everyone out there have their
own kids and tastes
of their life...
but,i think maybe i had all of that life..
i guess...i'll try to think +ve for myself...
i faced it with all my heart...
because i know that all the people around me
want me to be strong...
and i also know that they love me...
because of them...i'll try to be strong...
and not giving up...
so,i pray to God that,
i want all the peoples around me
will always be strong,
and always happy...
and healthy....

May God Bless You All !!!^^

Thursday, March 12, 2009

The Scary Day Is Over

thank god this scary day was over cuz it's really freakin' me out...
i've already take my results....
i thought i failed...
thank god i passed....but my result not very good...
damn it !!
but i already do my best...


Gambateh Bika !!! ^^

The Scary Day Is Over

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

A Scary Day Is Coming

huhu...tomorrow is a scary day for me...
it's take SPM results day !!! urghhh....!!!
i think many things in my head...
how good is my result???
how many A's i will get???
am i pass on my SPM or fail???
what i should do if my result is not very good??
(but i hope it's good)
if my results is good,will my parents happy for me??
if my result is not very good,will they feel so disappointed on me??
i don't want let them down...
i'm freaking nervous now...

urghhhh !!! T.T

Monday, March 9, 2009

Feel Very Down..

im feel very down this few days...really down...
there's a lots of things that makes me down...
damn it !!! >.<
arghhh !!! im so stress and i hate myself... T.T
why everybody in this world didn't understand me...
they didn't try to understand me...
they just keep sayin' this stuff that stuff...
but they didn't know what i'll feel bout' that...
im really feel wanna cry...i need someone to talk...
i stress bout' my relationships,study,my future,my family...
everyone didn't know what im thinking...or feel...
im feel stress,confuse,hurt,curious...

im sick of my life !!! T.T

Thursday, March 5, 2009

SmaLL FighT (T.T)

last night me and my hubby have a Lil' fight...huhu...
but i think maybe it's me start the fight 1st...
maybe it's a small case for any ppl but i don't think it's a small case for me...
i ask him that if he felt bored when have a conversation with me...
he tell me that he didn't felt bored...
but i can felt that his felt bored... =.=
at that time i was sick...n felt so stress too...
coz I've got a lot of things to think...
w/out think too much,i tell him that if he felt bored,
just ignore me...
doesn't need to force himself to accompany me...
but now..i felt guilty to him... T.T
i think that why i have to mad at him???
there's no reason i have to mad at him...
eventhough last nite i treat him like that,
but this morning he still sms me..and make me happy...
he didn't ask me bout' last nite...
eventhough sometimes we'll have some misunderstood
between me and him...i knew that he still love me..
and he also knew that i still love him...
im sorry baby...
i knew that fight can give us lesson and make us more appreciate each other ...^.^

Baby,i love you !!muackxxx =^.^=



Tuesday, March 3, 2009

1 2 3 4

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you