This Is Me

Unperfect. That's what you can call me. After all I am me, and don't fit a certain category. I'm just a girl who lives life day by day and always manages to put a smile on my face. Even if that day I'm a complete mess.
I always be a kind of girl that hid myself...
Alone and lost....
no one understand me....
I always felt that no one cares about me...
Did somebody understand me??
I laugh in the outside,
but cry in the inside.....
but,
no one could feel what i feel right now...
but,i tell myself that i have be strong and go forward...
don't turn back....ever....
I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less, don't second guess.
I love, I live, I laugh, I cry.
I've wished sometimes that I could die.
Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop.
You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay.

Lonely

Have u ever felt alone and lonely before?
Have u ever felt that when everybody is avoiding
from u....
That kind of feeling is really hurt anyone
who is alone....
Sometimes i felt so alone.....
Alone is the worst time for everybody...
Alone can make me sad...
no confidents.....
moody.....
Alone is like a nightmare for me.....
And no one could understand what im thinking
what i have been
through in my life........
After midnight the moon set
and I was alone with the stars.
I have often said that the lure
of flying is the lure of beauty,
and I need no other flight to convince
me that the reason flyers fly,
whether they know it or not,
is the esthetic appeal of flying...

"Couple of Lovers on a Red Background"

In our life there is a single color, as on an artist`s palette,
which provides the meaning of life and art.
It is the color of love.

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.
But,will i fails in love??

im confused

im so confused....did u care bout' me....
why u alwaz busy and didnt spent more time wit me...
am i so annoying...
i alwaz let u win....but u still act like tat....i hate it....
did u knw tat.....
u more concentrate to ur work than me.....
maybe im just waste ur time...arghhhh......hate tis feeling.......
i just wan a lil bit time from u...juz a lil bit...
is it so hard 4 u...
i really2 didnt have confident bout' our relationship....
it's been 2 years we've been together...
dun u get it...
i need u.....