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Friday, December 10, 2010

( R.I.P ) You're so silly...

Today, around 3pm++, i was just woke up from sleep and decided want to on9 for awhile...when i was updated my facebook, i saw a lot of fb users talked bout a guy named Alviss Kong...at first i was im not so care bout it because i also duno who was tat guy..but i felt so weird because most of the fb users were talked bout him..bout dead..commit suicide...so i tried search for this guy at fb and i saw a lot of comment in his profile...some of them were given him their last respect for him..it's kind of shock when i saw an article about his dead...
As i know he was a KL guy, Alviss Kong , 22years old, was jumped down from 14th level building for suicide...the reason of his suicide was his gf has broken up with him...i felt that he was so silly by making this kind of decision...he's still so young...there's still a lot of girls out there waiting for him...why he should made a decision to commit suicide??did he ever think about his family and friends??"You" made more than 1 people sad...i think that if he think positive and be patient about it, probably he still got chance to back with her...it's freaking pathetic when i saw his last words that he post in his fb...before he commit suicide he post at his fb and said " Sorry To My Beloved Family Take Care! "...at his wall post, he had ask "what should i do for in this 45mins?" 45mins before he suicide,he had chat with his sister when his sister thought that he was joking at the time he told his sis that he loves her...by the time when he asked his sis to take care for his mum,his sis felt weird of his act...his sis commented to his post to asked what happened to him but he didnt't replied...it's so sad when i saw his last picture than had been taken before he died...in his picture,he was cried...dropped the last tears before died...so pathetic...plus, he had wrote his last note to his former girlfriend and it could showed that he was really made a decision to suicide...poor guy...do it all for love...love is really so powerful...it can turn human like that...i could see that he loves that girl so much until can died for it...he merely just loves the girl more than he ever thought but yes it is plain stupidity for him to take away his own life for a girl that he knew only 4months...many people blamed that girl of his dead,but i think that we couldnt blamed her foa all of that because she also never thought that things could turned so worst and i'm sure that she also felt sorry and sad for that...thus, there's alot of people out there said that he was just wanna get attention from the press or even nation newspaper...i guess that all of this was so wrong because maybe he was so frustrated during the time...this tragedy made whole malaysia shocked and sad...so, things are already happened and there's no way to turned back...May You Rest In Peace A.K....May God Bless Your Soul...
p/s : for the young generations out there, make this as a lesson,
think deeply before make some tough decision and
don't let your mind and feelings controls you,
think about your family and your friend.

Friday, November 26, 2010

Just The Way Are

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His eyes, his eyes,
make the stars look like they're not shining..
his hands, his hands, touch me perfectly
without him trying..
his so wonderful, and i tell him everyday..

I know, i know,
if he holds my hand tat he won't
let me go..
he does, he does,
do everything he can to make me happy..
and everytime he ask me do i look ok..
and i'll say..

When i see your face,
there's not a thing that i would change,
cause you're amazing,
just the way you are..
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile,
cause boy you're amazing, just the way you are...

His lips, his lips,
i could kiss 'em all day if he'd let me,
his laugh, his laugh,
is the only one that make me happy..
his so wonderful, and i tell him everyday..

u know, u know, u know,
i never ask you to change..
if perfect is what you're searching for
then just stay the same...
so don't even bother asking
me if you look ok,
you i'll say...

When i see your face,
there's not a thing that i would change,
cause you're amazing,
just the way you are..
and when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for awhile,
cause boy you're amazing,
just the way you are..

....Just the way you are....


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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Loneliness


As time slowly ticked past,
the darkness inched closer and closer,
spreading its shadows across the land,
my inner self comes alive;
as much as i struggle and curl underneath the blanket,
my fears come alive,and slowly engulfs me from the inside,
and tears up the mask that i so successfully put on
during the day;

struggling to keep my sanity,
i plunge myself into darkness,
for its the only place to hide
to cope with all of this,
i give up and cry myself to sleep;
it's tiredsome to what something you don't have,
and each morning,i wake with loneliness by my side,
each day i walk with it's presence in my footsteps,
each night it lies hand in hand with my insomnia;
perhaps i have become invisible?
or i have become just a figment or imagination?
they cried in my shoulders and i soaked up their tears,
asking for nothing in return,but when i need someone,
where did they all go?

Friday, July 16, 2010

Gift Of A Friend


Sometimes you think You'll Be Find by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
It's Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You'll Change
Inside
When You
Realize
The World Comes To Life
And Everythings alright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared
There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone who Count On, Someone Who Cares
Besides You Where Ever You Go

And When Your Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You, You Feel All Alone
When You Dont Know Which Way To Go
And There's No Such Leading You On
You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life
and Everythings Alright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe In
When You Believe In
You Can Believe In
the gift of a friend

Happy Time


I'm so happy yesterday because i finally can hanged out with my best friend...it's been so long time i didn't met her...she now became more pretty...we hanged out at Relaxing Cafe..it was at Kubota Square...it was my first time went to that cafe...i've ordered a big cup of ABC...it called....erm....opszzz!!! i forgot it's name =)...but, i fot a bit regret ordered that ABC because it was so huge...i can't finish it by myself...me and my friend talked a lot...at that precious moment, there's a lot of laughed,happiness and satisfied...after we sat a while at thr,we decided to go to the small Japan's store...100Yen...the price for all things at there was RM5...it could be satisfied to buy things at there but not all the things was from Japan...we saw some of the things was made in China...and i've saw a thing that quiet funny too...and it was the first time i've heard and saw that the thing is made from Japan...it's Japanese Salt...i'm wondering what is the differences between Malaysian Salt & Japanese Salt...???=)...but,eventhough i just hanged out with my friend for a few hours,but that few hours was priceless...for just few hours,it was full of happiness...it was a very sweet memories for me...i will never forget this memories till the end of my life...

Thursday, July 15, 2010

My Dear Precious Friend

i have a friend...her name was ivy...she was my good friend...i've known her since i'm 13 years old...it's been almost 7 years we become friend...i'm very appreciate this this friend because she always support me and help me whenever i have any problems...i'm kinda miss her...i miss the moment that i've spent with her...there was a lot memories between me and her...sad...sweet...bitter...sour...these few years,she had been through a lot of problems...she was so sad about it...tat time,i'm so sad seeing my friend sad... i don't know why they wanna make this little girl sad...as a friend of her,i just can support her in her back...ivy,i know u had been through a lot of tough things in ur life,but u have to be strong...don't let these unhappy things control u...u deserve e to have a better life...Live for something. Do good, and leave behind you a monument of virtue that the storm of time can never destroy.Write your name in kindness, love, and mercy, on the hearts of thousands you come in contact with year by year; you will never be forgotten.No, your name, your deeds, will be as legible on the hearts you leave behind as the stars on the brow of evening. Good deeds will shine as the stars of heaven.



STPM is coming soon !!

omg....there's still have 109 days left....when im start think about it,i start nervous and stress....
gosh...!!??it's so stressful....




有些人,有些话..



有些话人们总爱藏在心中,
不是因为不想知道结局,
而是害怕结局不是自己想要的...
有些话人们总是挂在嘴上,
不是因为喜欢说他念他,
而是想要他时时刻刻都记得...
有些话人们总是说不出口,
不是因为没有勇气,
而不想破坏现有的感情...
有些话人们明知道不该说,
却始终还是说出口,
因为想要知道故事会有怎样的变化....
有些话人们明明知道该说,
却始终都说不出口,
因为害怕面对自己承受不了的压力...
有些话人们明知道是谎言,
却依然说得头头是道,
因为不想自己的谎言别他人给拆穿...
有些话说得越多,错得越多,
却始终还是把话给说完,
因为现在不说,
或许以后就没有机会再说了...
有些话说多了,说多了意义就不在了,
有些话说少了,没人能领悟话中意思,
有些话说对了,就算是错的也被接受,
有些话说错了,就算是对的也被排斥...
说话就是这么神奇的一件事情,
总是真实地表达了某些人某些事,
却包含着许多的虚伪的布置与摆设...
要了解一段话真正的意思,
就必须真正了解说话的人...